Jaz......

Jaz, You helped me so much tonight. I really want to give something back to you for your words, but I feel the best thing i can offer you for them, is to follow through with what I said I would do. I know I made a mistake as I have made lots of mistakes lately, and I will make more, and at those times i need my friends. You are a great person and I deeply respect you for your understanding and wisdom.

Thanks you so much, you are a very, very dear friend to me, and I hope our friendship will last our lifetime. Thank you.

New Land!!! Yaaaaaaay!!!!!

I got new land!!! WOOOOOO! I had land in the Ello sim, but for ages there has been a freebie place there, ack! Well because of this i even rented a small parce off my friend Lily, a sort of retreat, and I put a beautiful little cottage there that was built by my friend Velmwend and given to me by Kenzie (Thanks soo much guys!). Its a real sweet place that i will keep for as long as I can. But as it happens a couple of people that work at the Clock Tower (Sasha and Gore) have bought a full island. Sooooo after a couple of quick words with them, i put my old land up for sale at a silly low price and it sold within 5 hours, even at a healthy profit! A few IM's later and I got me a fantastic 6144m parcel on the corner of their island. Thank you sooo much Sasha and Gore, I love it sooo much even tho its baron at the moment! And well, that picture is the view I will get from now on. No more freebie place, no more mega lag, just a lovely parcel to set up a new home with great neighbours and a fantastic ocean side view!!!

Impromptu Beach Party

Well whats btter than an impromptu patry?? An impromptu beach party!!! YAAAAY! DJ Kai invited lots of us back to his after his show at The Clock Tower! Well it wasn't quite so impromptu for me and Kylii, my good friend, as we had to set it up whilst Kai was still banging out his tunes. But hey, it was a fantastic party, great scene, lighting was mega cool, though if your camera got caught on one of the lights it spun ou round and round and made you quite dizzy. Oh, and yes that IS Kai's butt in the bottom picture WOOOOOO!

Guns and Pink!

You know, there is something about pink and guns :P Just lately I bought some guns, Desert Eagles. They are mighty fine guns too, but not really used them yet, but.... I discovered they look fantastic with pink!! *Big Grin*

its just two BIG guns strapped to my firm thighs, the straps wrapped round and well they make me feel nasty! hehe.

ya know, when you hold them, big hard heavy things, in the palm of your hand, well its like mmmmmmm........

and you hold them firmly, and gently squeeze the trigger until BANG, and you feel the big thick handle kick back at you.....

and you just hold them and fire round after round feeling the kick of each bullet pound at you and hear the chink, tink tink, of each empty shell hitting the floor one after another.

mmmmmmmmm..... :D

Why???

Sitting on a prim at 768 meters up, It has a kinda calming feeling. Up there, on your own, nothing or no one about, gives you time to reflect. I don't feel so good at the moment, but I don't know exactly why. In fact forget 'exactly', I have no idea why. I have some great friends, some excellent friends. People like me, I look fairly good. Ok, I've had a few bad days on SL and RL hasn't been easy either, but that shouldn't make me feel like this. I have had far, far worse in the past and laughed at it. Ahhhh, this is stupid, haha! I know all about stupid lately.....BAH! Ok, thats enough Dellie, get your head together....sort yourself out.....deep breaths, slow, not too fast now......loose the tears......you ARE that good, great, energetic, loving, loved person you aspire to. Go back there and knock em dead!!!!!