Why???

Sitting on a prim at 768 meters up, It has a kinda calming feeling. Up there, on your own, nothing or no one about, gives you time to reflect. I don't feel so good at the moment, but I don't know exactly why. In fact forget 'exactly', I have no idea why. I have some great friends, some excellent friends. People like me, I look fairly good. Ok, I've had a few bad days on SL and RL hasn't been easy either, but that shouldn't make me feel like this. I have had far, far worse in the past and laughed at it. Ahhhh, this is stupid, haha! I know all about stupid lately.....BAH! Ok, thats enough Dellie, get your head together....sort yourself out.....deep breaths, slow, not too fast now......loose the tears......you ARE that good, great, energetic, loving, loved person you aspire to. Go back there and knock em dead!!!!!